Remember these moments we had
Like this one time, getting high trying to fly
Boy times have changed, you with your girl
Me partying solo, she's still on my mind
Believe me, I've got nothing to envy
You must be enjoying her pussy
I be butchering my whole abdomen
Just to get the feeling I'm becoming a man
Still that broke, not much to say on the grades
Just watching all my job opportunities as they fade
Listening to rappers all night long
Claiming about how they can handle the bong
Yeah my ass, Dazed and Confused
I'm more of a raped and abused
All my friends getting in couples
I'll be the one to take as the crumbles
The girls don't find me hot,just funny,always picked last
It seem they only love me when they get drunk off their ass
Crying myself to sleep at night
Thinking about that terrible sight
At that party, when I saw her with that little fag
That moment, I realised I didn't meant shit for her,
just another dumbass in the bag
Can't understand the torture
When the nigga came out
Only wanted to beat him up
To make my fucking fist fit in that mouth
But i wasn't able to move, nor to get up
Totally destroyed
Since then, can't handle any type of joy
Just feeling like an useless toy
Not being loved
Simply being used
started slithhing my arms
stopped believing in her warmth
All those moment with her
That perfect night in the tent
Just being crashed in the dumpster
The only thing that stayed was a big dent
I've started to believe in the thrill of the morphine
Just to realise I am slowly turning into a fiend
Even started thinking about getting some tattoo
As if it would make me stop thinking about you...
All those night I stayed up just to get my good night call
If only I seized you before you caused my fall
Now here I am, sitting alone
stopped thinking about that stupid phone
My few highs are simply announcing the venue of even bigger lows
I guess that's how you're supposed to feel when you gave your heart to a hoe
Always alone with my 12 of black
Watching my entire world turn to wack
Dreaming about your hands playing with my hair
Life seem just so unfair
Leaving this world with my V-card
Guess I've shoulda stopped being a retard