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Worst Day Ever.

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Kajex
Posts: 1069 - Karma: 178
This is pretty much just a rant to keep me sane. I've been sitting in the ICU wing of my local hospital for nearly 24 hours now, waiting for my father to pass away. The doctors didn't think he'd even last the night, but here I am. Since I'm next of kin and everything, I've been doing paperwork for his final wishes, stuff like that. And it sucks. In my 22 years I've never felt this lost. I suppose life goes on, and he has been sick, however last week he was apparently fine. And yesterday morning, just unconscious, etc. I know he didn't want to be kept alive by a machine, and the doctors told me there is a 0% chance of him coming out of this alive. I literally just made the decision to stop administering antibiotics, and start a morphine drip. So NS, be thankful for what you do have, because you never know about tommorow.
Sep 27 2010 10:48AM
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jstemp
Posts: 349 - Karma: 3,833
I feel you man, I had to go through that with my aunt and uncle... it's not fun at all.. but you gotta stay strong for your dad, hang in there buddy

vibes
Sep 27 2010 10:50AM
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ch@se
Posts: 790 - Karma: 71
My prayers are with you and your family. I can't even imagine what you must be going through.

+vibes
Sep 27 2010 10:50AM
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Chompo.
Posts: 4952 - Karma: 88
+ vides I feel for you bro.
Sep 27 2010 10:56AM
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bryanw
Posts: 533 - Karma: 284
best wishes man +
you know you have some sincere ppl here if you need anything
Sep 27 2010 10:59AM
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Kajex
Posts: 1069 - Karma: 178
I'm just trying to occupy my time with anything I can. Doing some architecture work, browsing NS. I gotta start calling funeral homes and stuff like that, but I can't bring myself to that yet. It's just all so unreal.
Sep 27 2010 10:59AM
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maximiliaan
Posts: 7711 - Karma: 2,857
vibes man, really feeling with you.
keep up
Sep 27 2010 11:06AM
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E.C.
Posts: 3211 - Karma: 319
im speechless an. its gotta be soo hard but youll get through this. ++vibes
Sep 27 2010 11:06AM
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.Annydrew.
Posts: 749 - Karma: 38
Good luck man with getting through this, stay strong bro.

vibes+
Sep 27 2010 11:09AM
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PeterNorth
Posts: 1352 - Karma: 1,253
+ vibes man, hang in there man, i lost my brother just over a month ago so i know the pain that your going through. life has its ups and downs and i know it sucks when its down but just look forward to the ups and keep strong man.
Sep 27 2010 11:41AM
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pomme-de-terre
Posts: 3915 - Karma: 703
that fucking sucks dude i cant even iomagine having to live through that kind of pain
++ vibes dude.
Sep 27 2010 11:42AM
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Kajex
Posts: 1069 - Karma: 178
man, he just was aware for a few seconds, said my name and my brothers, and then "I'm sorry..." then passed back out. I can't fucking handle this anymore.
Sep 27 2010 11:53AM
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no_steeze
Posts: 23992 - Karma: 4,272
fuck dude that sucks, i'm so sorry
Sep 27 2010 11:54AM
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FUUUCK
Posts: 18426 - Karma: 4,888
heavy, I don't know what to tell you to get through this, but you'll find a way.
Sep 27 2010 11:55AM
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T-Sin
Posts: 870 - Karma: 8,777
stay strong man..seasons around the corner that is the best medicine for us for sure
Sep 27 2010 12:03PM
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Toasty.
Posts: 6196 - Karma: 2,298
1 year ago today i was watching a seahawks game and got a call that my cousin passed. 5 months ago i lost my mom to breast cancer. do whatever makes you happy, for me it was graffiti. whenever i got mad i went out and destroyed stuff. i also did a r.i.p mural for my momma.
Sep 27 2010 12:04PM
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JakeAssBeatClap
Posts: 6673 - Karma: 2,537
Your dad will be going to a better place my thoughts are with your family +vibes
Sep 27 2010 12:15PM
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Jpurd
Posts: 3196 - Karma: 3,554
prayers out to you man
Sep 27 2010 12:18PM
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BIG-DUMPS
Posts: 587 - Karma: 26
vibes bro
Sep 27 2010 12:20PM
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K.C.dia
Posts: 670 - Karma: 275
+vibes man, stay strong
Sep 27 2010 12:31PM
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Sheets-mmm
Posts: 392 - Karma: 42
i feel ya.+vibes
Sep 27 2010 12:34PM
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Kajex
Posts: 1069 - Karma: 178
the morphine is kicking in, he seems comfortable, doctor says he most likely wont be awake again... im just glad he's not in pain. i want this to be over.
Sep 27 2010 12:34PM
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soulskier
Posts: 17806 - Karma: 3,841
words cant describe my feelings right now, you and your family are in my prayers
Sep 27 2010 12:37PM
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.coloRADo.
Posts: 234 - Karma: 39
I am so sorry. your in my bros and my thoughts, keep stayin strong. +vibes
Sep 27 2010 12:50PM
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elemeno89
Posts: 1582 - Karma: 79
sending vibes your way brother. stay in there.
Sep 27 2010 12:53PM
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pmsnow
Posts: 992 - Karma: 87
I can't even imagine what you are going through. So hard.
+ vibes homie
Sep 27 2010 1:21PM
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Bumblesteeze
Posts: 3092 - Karma: 748
Prayers man, hang in there bud.
Sep 27 2010 1:23PM
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Aaaron.
Posts: 11817 - Karma: 903
my prayers are with you and your family. hang in there bro
Sep 27 2010 1:24PM
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theline
Posts: 1507 - Karma: 92
can't really imagine what you're going through, so all i can say is vibes. hang in there man.
Sep 27 2010 1:48PM
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TheHamburglar
Posts: 3895 - Karma: 3,315
oh my god Im so sorry for your pain, +vibes to your father, you, and your family. terrible news to hear. mad love and respect to you all.
Sep 27 2010 1:52PM
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neutralzombie
Posts: 8629 - Karma: 606
aww. hugs.
Sep 27 2010 1:53PM
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Kajex
Posts: 1069 - Karma: 178
I truly appreciate the love everyone. It's nice to know there are people who care, even if I don't know any of you. I've said my final goodbyes and such, hoping he heard them in his sedated state, but I suppose I will never know. Now it's just a depressing wait until he's gone.
Sep 27 2010 2:37PM
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doobiebrotha
Posts: 760 - Karma: 8
man i have no idea who you or your dad is but the thought of this is making me so sad.. can't imagine how you're feeling, hang in there buddy


++++major vibes
Sep 27 2010 2:42PM
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T.DUDE
Posts: 1681 - Karma: 129
awh man, that sucks. i hope to never be in that situation, even though its bound to happen sooner or later. best wishes man
Sep 27 2010 2:42PM
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Tha_Wizard
Posts: 836 - Karma: 1,249
stay strong my man, you will pull through.
Sep 27 2010 2:44PM
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ckskier
Posts: 109 - Karma: 30
positive vibes to you man. stay strong 
Sep 27 2010 2:53PM
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RubberSoul
Posts: 11249 - Karma: 14,642
i'm really sorry to hear this man.. but it sounds like youre a strong guy and you have a good head on your shoulders, put it to good use in the coming months. stay strong man
Sep 27 2010 2:55PM
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theblacktaco
Posts: 1462 - Karma: 82
im so soryy man .. i have no idea how hard this must be
Sep 27 2010 2:58PM
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the_moderaper
Posts: 2465 - Karma: 218
Hang in there dude. Give him a last prayer and stay strong. Were here for you bro.
Sep 27 2010 3:00PM
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CrispyZombyWoof
Posts: 165 - Karma: 10
my heart goes out to you man. that is the hardest thing a person can go through. stay strong and good luck.
++vibes
Sep 27 2010 3:00PM
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Mtougas
Posts: 870 - Karma: 77
vibes, you made me tear up.
Sep 27 2010 3:02PM
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freestyler540
Posts: 13083 - Karma: 18,725
wow, that really sucks. Remember to take care of yourself now, this is when depression slips in
Sep 27 2010 3:02PM
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T-Holt
Posts: 5020 - Karma: 639
It sounds like you made the right choice to stop the antibiotics. Stay strong.

+++++++++ vibes.
Sep 27 2010 4:06PM
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s.parker
Posts: 1041 - Karma: 259
+vibes buddy


Sep 27 2010 5:28PM
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7-3instacall
Posts: 999 - Karma: 1,005
life just sucks
Sep 27 2010 5:33PM
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fragglemuffin
Posts: 3312 - Karma: 444
Stay strong man. I lost my dad 2yrs ago and i know it's really tough, but you'll get through it. Just try to stay as positive as possible, and stick with your friends. Having people around who care about you helps so much. +++vibes
Sep 27 2010 5:38PM
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Kajex
Posts: 1069 - Karma: 178
No man, you got it all wrong. I had a father for 22 years. That doesn't suck, and I realize I'm lucky I got that. Yes, this situation sucks. A lot, and it hurts more than anything I've ever endured, but life is amazing. I'm not trying to be an asshole, I just don't like when people are negative when they have so much to be positive about. That said, thank you for the consideration and time to post, once again, it helps just knowing people out there are caring.
Sep 27 2010 5:39PM
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loafcrew
Posts: 298 - Karma: 18

+vibes man i will pray for him

Sep 27 2010 5:42PM
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I.B
Posts: 8137 - Karma: 24,352
+++++++VIBES+++++


I feel ya man my mom is in the hospital with stage 4 breast cancer. Stay strong.
Sep 27 2010 5:47PM
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*LiNeLover*
Posts: 1224 - Karma: 256
I have never lost someone very close to me but i have had numerous scares due to my dads health issues. I definitely don't know exactly what you are going through however i think that i have some idea. I am so sorry to hear about your father. Hang in there and keep up the positive attitude. It takes a lot to be as collect as you are about this. Vibes dude.
Sep 27 2010 5:57PM
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