Has anyone else on here read the book it's based on, by Hubert Selby Jr.??? I agree with all of you in how fucking amazing this movie is, and I watch it all the time, but please anyone if you're interested in it- definitely read the book. It's a fucking trip and a half, Selby Jr. is amazing with his writing skills... and d-loc, it def. is a crazy movie on boomers, not such an enjoyable time though... Anyways, here is a short exerpt from the foreword he wrote at the beginning of the book....
"To pursue the great American Dream is not only futile but self-destructive, because ultimately it destroys everything and everyone involved in it. It nurtures everything except those things that are important: integrity, ethics, truth, our very heart and soul...
It seems that we all have a dream of our own, our own personal vision, our own individual way of giving, but for many reasons we are afraid to pursue it, or to even recognize and accept its existence. But to deny our vision is to sell our soul. Getting is living a lie, turning our back on the truth, and visions are glimpses of the truth. Nothing external can truly nurture my inner life, my vision.
But what happens when I turn my back on my vision and spend my time & energy accomplishing the American Dream? I become agitated, uncomfortable in my own skin, because the guilt of abandoning my inner life, of deserting my vision, forces me to apologize for my existence, to need to prove myself by approaching life as if it’s a competition. I have to keep getting stuff in an attempt to appease and satisfy that vague sense of discontent that worms its way through me.
Most people will not experience this torment, but enough do and have no idea what is wrong. There’s no term to apply to this free-floating anxiety, but the cause is what’s destroying us, not the classification.
Eventually we all have to accept full and total responsibility for our actions, everything we have done, and have not done. It is sad to see so many people who don’t know the difference between the vision in their hearts and the illusion of happiness in the American Dream. In pursuing the lie of illusion, they make it impossible to experience the truth of their vision, and as a result, everything of value is lost."
-Hubert Selby Jr.
go get the book, now
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don't take me for a joke, i'm no comedian. too many mental problems got me snortin' coke and smokin' weed again.