Is ruining my life. For example, I could have gone skiing today but instead I am going to be sitting home playing video games and eating toquitos. I am such a lazy bastard I cannot even get myself to do what I love most! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! does anyone else talk themselves out of things that they probably should do? I always come up with reasons in my mind why I don't do something, whether it be talk to a girl, go skiing, go buy some beer, look for a job or whatever and it is RUINING MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!! ARRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH