Growing up in Southern California I was raised on a steady diet of football pretty much my whole life. My father played it, my older brother was all state in high school and went on to play at Brown University, my twin brother and I were both relatively highly touted recruits all throughout high school. I play quarterback for 13 years and my brother receiver. Both he and I received a lot of interest traveling all over to look at various schools, USC UCLA Berkley Utah etc. My freshman year after high school I tore my throwing shoulder rotator cuff due to just plain throwing too many footballs. I was dropped from my pending scholarship at Berkley and sent back to Santa Ana College in Orange County to rehab my shoulder. One thing led to another and I started to doubt where football was in my life and its importance. It had alienated me all throughout high school, I had decided to go to a different high school than all of my friends so that I could pursue a better athletic program and transfer to a bigger university. I really didn't have the opportunity to hang out with friends as much due to just time restraints from school, football, and work.
If theres one thing an athlete knows about rehabilitation is it gives a lot of time for thinking. During my athletic downtime I realized my passion for snow sports was alive and well within me, just unable to be expressed previously due to lack of time. This past winter I made the very tough decision to put down the cleats for some skis, and to be honest all in all I am pretty happy with the decision. I definitely loved football and the ethics it taught me. How to tackle adversity, learn to overcome fears and doubts of myself and my teammates, how to take care of myself both in the gym and on the field, and taught me many life lessons that I will carry with myself for the rest of my life. I am happy that I played football everyday of my life, however if there is one thing that is universally true about football is that no matter what it has to end. The sport simply takes too large of a beating upon your body and its effects can be felt literally everyday you wake up. I view my career as a football player to be moderately successful and I walked away from the experience a better person than when I entered.
I cannot tell you if you should not play football or not, playing at a large scale University like U of U is a commitment bordering on obsession and quite frankly if your heart is not in it you will not enjoy it. Likewise if you do feel committed to it then you will have the time of your life. The vast majority of college football players do not go to the NFL and they still loved their college football expierence and wouldn't trade it for anything. Simply not playing due to a lack of chances to be drafted is not a sufficient reason, at least for myself. Simply look to within yourself and decide where your life and heart wants to go. No one can provide this answer for you, but I assure you, like myself, things will work out as they should. If theres one thing I have learned so far in my twenty one years on this earth, is that life definitely does not go according to plan.