I recently found out that my first girlfriend is now dating a female.We broke up a little over a year ago, she didn't date anyone after I broke up with her. I just figured she was being a slut.
My dilema is now this:
Should I be proud that she is now a lesbian?
This girl loved me. She was completely infatuated with who I was, and just completely in love with me. When we dated I was 16 and she was 18. She expressed many times during our 9month relationship that she wanted to have sex with me. I denied her because of reasons which would be enough for an entirely different thread. I asked, a while after we had broken, up what she thought when I would said no to her. She told me she didn't think I loved her as much as I said I did, or as much as she love me, but she believed that if any two people should be having sex it should be us.
Am I just so damn desirable that no other male could compare. Like having sex on Ecstasy and never enjoying sex again. Or was I so horrible that she couldnt even stand to be with someone with a Y chromosome.
How should I look at this NS?
Pics
Her and I (2008)
Her and Girlfriend(current)
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