Replying to Do you party?

i know alot of people that like to go out, usually to someones house (because most of my friends are under 21 and cant go to bars or clubs and party) and attent these huge house partys with like 100 people, and it seems like everytime one of these happens a bunch of people have fun, but the cops always get called or someone almost dies on the living room floor or something
does anyone else find big parties just too much? i  mean, i have nothing wrong with drinking or smoking with some homies, or just hanging out or driving around or something but i really really hate the whole "party" scene... like i always hear about these parties at kids houses with like 70 or 80 people and everyone super drunk and fighting and breaking shit and being crazy, and ive been to huge parties before and they just arent that fun, i really just prefer to chill with like, less than 10 people, it just seems way calmer that way

i dunno... am i a pussy for not wanting to go out every night with 100 other people and trash somebody who i dont knows house??

sparknotes: is it cool to just like smaller gettogethers over really big parties?

is this even a legit post?

am i setting myself up to get reamed?

am i listening to party and bullshit right now?