Replying to Lost semi final lacrosse game

alright, this is a 100% total rant. if u dont care then gtfo.

alright so im a HS junior and we made it to the semi finals of the state tourney for varsity lacrosse and I am the starting goalie. We are a smaller school with not too big of a program and we are playing this huggge catholic high school on their really nice field so I was really pumped (under the lights).
So 1st half was sick, I was playing unreal. It was 4-2 we were losing, and I already had 16 saves which is unheard of.. like totally unreal.

Our team seemed somewhat unenthusiastic, but when the 2nd half started, we just fucking sucked. Our defense sat there, we did not slide to the open men cutting or anything... we literally just fucking sat there and i kept making unreal saves because i was so pissed and then i kept running it up the field and making sick clears and then guess what, our attack just gave up the fucking ball. they didnt even make one pass. They just turned it over and looked at the ground.

I was so fucking excited for this game and my team saw this oppurtunity as a way to not have practice anymore... fucking bullshit.

I had 29 saves tonight, my personal record is 18 and the school record is 21. This is a crazy amount.... i played amazing... but i guess no one on my team cares...

/endrant

SPARK NOTES: playoff lax game, i played fucking amaizng, team blew balls.. im fucking pissed. read it