Replying to wrecked my car tonight

I lost it goin around an onramp and smacked the guardrail. Roads were a bit snowy and maybe icey too but didn't really look that bad. It started out as a little swerve at about 40 as the road straightened out. I couldn't correct it, it just got worse and then finally the guardrail. It happened so slow and I don't even know if I touched the brakes, probably did everything wrong that I could have. Didn't get any pics but she's lookin pretty bad and won't start. I think I hit mostly on the right front corner. Grille, bumper and lights are toast. Hood pushed up a bit, a bit of a gap at the rear fender and I couldn't open the drivers door very far. No airbags but I'm fine so thats good.
I feel so bad right now and I probably could have saved it too but I just made it worse. I think it might be totalled. I really hope its not. its a 2001 focus sedan, I don't want to have to get a new car.