ah i've had a very stressful week. i found out one of my old friends from where i used to live last year is dying. like he's actually really close to dying. he's been fighting cancer for about a year now and he recently got a brain tumor removed but just this week 2 more tumors have shown up and doctors have said he's not going to make it. plus all my friends have been ditching out on me and i'm stuck just hanging out by myself or with my brother which makes me feel lame. and i keep doing bad on tests in this one class which idk why i try my best i just keep not doing well. and dad and stepmom took off to jamaica this week and left me home and right now i'm going through a custody battle between my parents because i just moved in with my dad and i've lived here almost a year now but my mom wont give up and keeps pulling us to court and ahhh its so frustrating because i jsut want to forget about it and live everyday life. plus the stupid economy is screwing things up around here because its all my dad talks about and i dont want to hear it. and my big brother who is like my best friend might get fired from his job and idk everyone around me is just giving off bad vibes.
sorry if that was lame i just had to rant,
