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ummm i reallllllllly need help.... very serious help.... if possible
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alright......... please do not sit in here and comment on me being stupid. so.... i had an incadent with a shit load of ibuprofin... around 30 to 50, i think. how can i make myself puke other than shoving my fingers down my throat and get this shit out of me??
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yo, yes i am alive, yes its the pussys way out, and yeah its fuckin selfish, ive heard all that shit before. i would have grabbed a gun too, that was my first thought... i did what i could, and couldnt get ahold of one. i have slit my wrists too before, and i dunno what the fuck is wrong with my veins, but it doesnt work. then about being alive without going to the doctor from that much ibu, i have a tollerance to it, when i have a headache, i take 18. my liver is fucked. and about conceling and depression meds, i do have both, they dont work. the meds just make me tired, and i dont trust old ladies with a pen and paper that much, even if it is illegal for them to tell anyone what you say wihtout their permission.
-~ski-nuh~-
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Yeah I'm the same way about the psychiatrists. And I won't even take medication, what the hell is the point of being happy if it's artificial. So yeah welcome to the 'I hate life' club. Go ski, it helps, none of that other crap really comes into your mind on the hill. At least that's how it is for me... therapy, only cheaper and more fun.
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shes a crazy one
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yeah i feel ya. some herbal anti depressants do work pretty good though. you just have to try a few different ones. they dont do alot but they take the edge off
'some say i'm that girl... i say, wow that's wonderful! but you're still not getting any. now quit sniffing me! i don't even know you!'
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You need to get some help before you kill yourself you crazy bastard!
There is no such thing as shitty snow only shitty skiers.
If it was easy they would call it snowboarding.
Alpinecowboy84 is a fucking fag
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good luck dude
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people, she's a she...not a dude... lol
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^Do u have to correct everyone?
There is no such thing as shitty snow only shitty skiers.
If it was easy they would call it snowboarding.
Alpinecowboy84 is a fucking fag
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^Not necessarily... but I can if you want.
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dude im telling u people. if you took that much 1/ you'd pass out or get sick to your stomach and throw up and 2/ it cannot do any long term damage...such as death. so again bad attempt because it wont work. although its never really good to have that much of a foreign entity in your body even if it is harmless
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i don't understand. why would you want to end your life, if you ski it really couldn't be that bad could it? and i'm not trying to sound ignorant because i have no idea what you have been through to have these tendencies but suicide really is the easy, selfish, cheaters way out. i dunno if its just me, but when things got super tough for me(my dad died last summer from brain cancer, diagnosed on my birthday the year before, bad grades, struggling with some classes, mistakes with friends) all that kinda shit that would make a teenager depress, i have just always looked at things that made me happy and never once thought of suicide. i always looked towards skiing and my friends and other sports. people are different though, and i have no idea what you been through like i said before. But like someone else said in this thread, keep yourself occupied with things you love to do and hopefully it will take your mind of the shitty things in life.
real advice is telling someone that when you are bangin a girl and you hear a pop to pull out quick because your condom just broke
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What kind of meds were you on. I had a rough spot this summer, and I asked my dad if I could use some of his meds he had back from when I was young (long story, not gonna go into it). I don't think I ever asked him what it was. But those meds don't make you 'artificially' happy. Basically they level you out to where it's very difficult to feel anxious. The way I described it is that I felt very 'flat.' I just felt sort of indifferent towards anything that would have made me sad. But I believe I could have still felt happy... I can't really attest to that however, cause I only took them for less than a week, and nothing happened that would have made me happy. So you're not really creating an artificial happiness. And it doens't make you a weak person to use medication. You do what you have to do for yourself in order to make yourself a stronger person for the future. You just don't want to be dependent on the meds.
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ive been on Prozac, lexapro, and now adderol... i dunno what im supposed to try next thought, cause those arent working.... prolly zoloft. but i do agree with the above, Why should i fuckin take pills to make me happy if its artificial happieness? hmm and also, like people sai above, and i said above, you do not need to bitch about how it is selfish, dumb, the easy way out, and all that shit, i have heard it all a million times, trust me.
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It is the easy way out just to kill yourself but when people r depressed they dont know what they r doing I dont know how to explain it but they have no clue what they r doing.
There is no such thing as shitty snow only shitty skiers.
If it was easy they would call it snowboarding.
Alpinecowboy84 is a fucking fag
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killing your self and crying out for attention are 2 different things. if you were set on killing yourself you wouldnt have made a thread asking for help
'some say i'm that girl... i say, wow that's wonderful! but you're still not getting any. now quit sniffing me! i don't even know you!'
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I dunno about that.
better to burn out...
...then fade away
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Okay anyone fucking getting on her case can just shut the fuck up because you obviously haven't been there. Suicidal tendencies are just like any other tendency. So everyone can just shut the fuck about how pussy that is or how selfish it is or how it is a cry for help. Also anyone saying that is weak- actually it's not. One time I was just messing around or whatever and took 35-40 tylenol gel tabs which is close to the same amount of strength as ibuprofen, so I ended up going to the hospital and the DR said if it had been adivil I might not have 'made it'. And there's a difference between self mutilation and suicide, a big one. But I'm glad to here everything went okay for you, and yeah anti-depressants are basically useless in my opinion. But hey, what can you do.
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whoa. ggggggggggggggggggggggggood to see your alright. youve been set as away on msn for 3 days now martina.
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please just open yourself to this advice. I have absolutely nothing to gain from what I say to you, and I know that you can tell I have good intentions, so please just listen. I know your pain. I have felt as you do and have struggled to cope with that feeling just as I'm sure you do. But I promise you, with all sincerity, there will never be a time when all hope is lost. Advances in medicinal technology are constantly occuring. I know from my own experience that you cannot deny that you would rather help yourself than anything else. you can. i promise you, you can. the potential for positive consequences so greatly outweigh the possibility of a doctor breaking confidentiality or the hassle of taking your medication. Helping yourself is truly courageous, as well. so please, just have faith in the people who can help you and most importantly, yourself.
Always remember. . .Pray for snow
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i hope that anyone who actually knows this girl is paying close attention to her and letting her know that she has friends there for her who don't want to see her go. one of my good friends committed suicide in high school and it wrecked our whole community. it was probably the saddest experience in my entire life, and no one should be put through it
-Strode
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2 things on what u said above. a 10th grader at my school also killed himself last year and shook everyone completely. also, i think that everyone who read this thread down to here and/or posted really cares about her and wants to know whats gonna happen with this. am i right?
-Ira
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^i hope so.....i'd like to think that i wouldn't be the only person on this site who'd have been completely pissed off at the world if this girl hadn't made it through. best wishes to her
-Strode
Abba Zabba, you my only friend
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definately man. and i hope shes actually reading this.
-Ira
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if you have suicidal tendencies then why not go up the mountain and huck some double backs. ibp's are weak sauce.
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^ Heh you're actually right, I ski way more aggressively when I'm depressed, cause really who gives a flying fuck. At one point I considered skiing off a cliff to be the first person on record to huck an 11520. Or maybe a dectuple backflip mute to stale... ah screw it. I don't know.
But if I do it, I'll hire a helicopter to tape it, and make sure it's posted here. Gotta be the best possible way to kill yourself...
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I hope everybody realizes the seriousness of this. Last year at my school we had 7 suicides in the span of three months. All were pretty good friends of mine and i just was a like dominos falling because it was like the first kid did it then his best freind did and then the best friends girlfriend and it went on like that it was horrible. Closed down school for 3 weeks.
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yeah.. um i have a lot to say. first off, i want to thank everyone of you with all my heart for being people like you are. when i am stuck in a retarded mindset like depression, i forget about the world and how amazing so many people are in it. Im beginning to realize that despite how the world quite often seems dark and hopeless, and the people seem heartless, its not bad, and more people are good than not. i notice this especially here, because when i posted this, i was not expecting more than 10 replies, and i was not expecting people to have posotive responses. i was expecting cocky assholes saying 'you deserve it bitch, die'... nothing close to how it ended up. it ended up a huge chain of people, who weather they know me or not, cared, and acted upon their feelings. this has tought me so much more than i could possibly imagine. thank you SO much. i wish there was a way i could express my gratitude towards all of you for being who you are, but i dont know how. thank you again
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I know so many people with horizontal slashes across their wrists .. Word of advice you will black out and the wounds will heal long b4 you die!
Now the trick is Vertical slashes.
Then again I have slim to little sympathy for suicidal people.
i have known many who 'Threaten suicide' all the time.
and I know people who went through with it.
My HS validictorian had teh decency to blame Everyone at school for his suicide because the students had made him popular and he couldnt handle the stress of that.
bah anywho
Im happy to see your ok.
* I had just launched myself 50feet in the air Off a boother when both my skiis pop off. So I think to myself What would Jared do?*
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First off, look into doctors and anti-depressants. They do not alter your personality at all, that is a completely different part of your brain. THey dont even mess with any part of your brain that could be considered personality. They do not create an artificial happiness either, this is just bullshit that ignorant people say because they dont understand them. Antidepressants mess with chemicals in your brain that determine your anxiety levels. Through the blockage of these chemicals, your brain is put more 'at ease' kind of, but is not altered in any way. You will not notice any personality traits being different because, to put it bluntly, this is stpuid and ridiculous and impossible. Any personality difference that will surface is from the placebo effect (trust me I have seen this). Put it this way, do you want to feel better or not? You have nothing to lose. If you do not want to get better, then dont take them, if you do, than give them another shot.
Second: Can I have some of your adderol? I want to snort it
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' They do not create an artificial happiness either, this is just bullshit that ignorant people say because they dont understand them. Antidepressants mess with chemicals in your brain that determine your anxiety levels.'
Right... ok I might be ignorant, like you said, but just to be specific:
Antidepressants (Ie: Prozac, Zoloft, etc.) increase the capacity of neural pathways in the brain to allow for easier transferal of neurotransmitters, specifically seratonin (C12H10N2O), which produces the 'happy' feeling that the drug is intended to effect. Increased serotonin levels have been shown to alleviate depression, but they may also cause side effects such as insomnia, anxiety and loss of libido (as they control memory, appetite, and other such elements).
But YOU sure sound like you know what you're talking about. Since I'm ignorant, maybe I should just keep my mouth shut and just listen to you, right? Get your fuckin facts straight.
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'increase the capacity of neural pathways in the brain to allow for easier transferal of neurotransmitters, specifically seratonin'
This statement is accurate; however, you are not inducing a seratonin release. That would be directly creating an artificial happiness. Like some of us have said, the drugs work in order to help bring you up to a level mood where you aren't suffering from the ceaseless anxiety that was plaguing the person.
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^That's like saying breaking an egg isn't inducing the yolk to come out, as if it were gravity doing it. You open the neural pathways, the neurotransmitters are going to be transmitted. Just because they do it by themselves doesn't mean the drug isn't directly responsible for them doing so.
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.... people can stop posting now.... hi! i AM here, and like i even said in the original post, i dont need to hear shit like your selfish and i shouldnt ''threaten' it or what not... but it wasnt a threat. it was an over reacted emotion. and as many people have said, as well as the person who pasted right before me, i did look for a gun. i have cut my wrists in like every direction possible, and no, it doesnt heal by the time you wake up. its still bleeding, the only reason im here is because i have been found on the bathroom floor in a pool of my own blood, and taken to the hospital before it was too late. and any way....
this post does not need to be replied to again... ive said everything i want, and its starting to get repetitive with the comments i get from people, they are all saying get a councelor and get medication... and i have both. thanks
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The drug isn't directly responsible for it. The drug increases the capacity of the pathways so the neurotransmitter can undergo transmission. The catylast for that transmission does not come from the drug and comes from the person's own body. There is a difference. The drug provides an easier means for the body to do what it has to do. Of course we both know the end result, but taking these drugs does not make you elated or what we would think of as happy. If someone is so concerned about creating an artificial happiness, why not reject medicine in all it's forms. We take medicine for pain, we take medicine for sickness, but for some reason there is a stigma associated with taking medicine for your emotions. Your emotions are bodily reactions to external events the same way pain and sickness are. Many things we do are done 'artificially.'
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You fucken suicidal pussys either do too many of not enough drugs....
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o shit dude u need to shut the fuck up right now
-Ira
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did u see her profile she is pretty hot
There is no such thing as shitty snow only shitty skiers.
If it was easy they would call it snowboarding.
Alpinecowboy84 is a fucking fag
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i talked to her online for like an hour and shes really cool, pep stayed at her house for a month!
-Ira
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damn, that is freekin me out! don't kill yourself please! it may seam prutty bad sometimes but heck, just give it a try because quite frankly, it could be worse when you die, who knows, mabey you stop existing entirily! so really, you might as well live life out, give it a try! it is not like there is a 2 week long 50% off sale to get into heaven or some shit like that so just live life!
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i am shitting my pants right now, first of all i read this post and then i went to her profile and looked at that picture of the dude or chick wit the bloody hand fucking 30 50 ibyprofin, excuse me while i go shit myself, is anyone else scared
aftermath destroys
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hang in there word! o ya when u feel bad call a friend
aftermath destroys
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^Nobody else is scared, because this happened a few days ago, and she said she was alright. So let it go already, it's over, done, finished. Stop with the posts.
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yes. lets just let the thread 'die' already. ha.. god im awfull, but i just couldnt resist. sorry
'some say i'm that girl... i say, wow that's wonderful! but you're still not getting any. now quit sniffing me! i don't even know you!'
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