this is long as fuck and im sorry.
I come home yesterday to natalie slamming doors and giving me the silent treatment, completely acting like a spoiled child, because I told her that I wasn't going to give her $50 for her to throw herself a birthday party. (sidenote: i have $108 to my name, have a box of rice for food and then i have to pay the electricity bill) Newsflash, if you decide to have a party for yourself, YOU pay for it. She expected me and Kate to throw in 50 each so she could have her little shindig. You know what she tells me and kate? She tells us that we're selfish. Her birthday is going to suck because we care more about ourselves than we care abotu her. Of course Kate and I are in legitimate shock. Kate cancels the event through facebook, she reacts with more slamming doors. I write her a letter. It says something to the effect of the following:
It hurts that you would call us selfish just because we cant afford to put 100 towards your party. You're making yourself sound immature and spoiled. You recently sat us down to tell us you're broke, which is fine, so am I. And you have to understand that. I dont ask you for anything anymore. Yeah, I borrowed a box or two of mac n cheese, I asked you for a ride to the grocery store when you were going, and you told us that we're taking advantage of your money? You buy new clothes like you have the money to do that and you waste it on things like gushers when youre grocery shopping - do you really need gushers? i dont understand why you cant just talk to us and tell us why your mad and instead continuously lock yourself in your room and let something become begger than it is. if you need to talk come to me. and if i didnt care aboptu you i wouldnt write this letter to tell you how i feel.
something liek that. if i didnt write it down im pretty sure i would of broke her eardrums from going absolutely ape shit on her ass yelling. i didnt yell. i kept calm. you know what her response was? nothing. absolutely nothing. she put herself in her room with her stupid whipped little boyfriend who doesnt even hang out with his friends anymore because she brainwashed him i think.
i sent her a text ten minutes ago saying, "you cant ignore us forever, natalie. Incase you forgot, you're living with us next year. i will be in the living room waiting to talk to you about a few things because the way this is being dealt with is ridiculous, and im so sick of worrying about what is wrong."
im sitting out here, she just walked in the apartment, (while i was typing the last paragraph) i looked at her and gave her that look like, come sit.. she just walked into her room and shut the door.
is she mentally ill?
