PLEASE help me and I'll give you +Karma, I know this is really long too.
I'm 17 years of age. I go to high school. I'm a junior.
So for some kids it's World of Warcraft that takes over their life and they never do shit except play that game, but for me it's a mix of things and an everyday struggle... So about 3 or more weeks ago my parents found out that I smoke and drink occasionally.
My parents made a new rule since then, that I have to have an overall grade in each 6 classes of nothing lower than a B-. I know some of you are thinking "Why is this kid worrying? Its so easy to get at least a B!", well for me its harder because I have ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder). I do take 30 mg of Adderall twice a day, once in the morning and again at lunch. Currently I'm having a lot of trouble with high school in general but mainly Chemisty and Spanish, they're so hard!
In Chemistry we work in groups of 5, two laptops per group and everybody in my group is dec. smart and knows what their doing while I'm confused and draging behind. My teacher thinks he's being all revolutionary by having us turn everything in electronically, which would make sense if the use of laptops was implemented in every class which they aren't! That just adds the complexity. Everybody's grade in that class ranges from an F to C, I have a fat 'F'. The highest grade is a B and only two girls have one. Our teacher is SUPER ANAL and really brainy. If you turn in something not up to par he just won't grade it, which isn't fair. Last week we turned in our essays about something not even related to Chemistry. The next day he assigned us another fucking essay! My parents have sent him emails and basically what he replys with is saying that he can't do anything to help me and that i have to help myself...
Then in Spanish, its my 2nd year of Spanish. I just can't conjugate worth shit because I can never remember the endings. I basically can't remember the most important parts of Spanish. I'm standing at a 'D' in that class at the moment. It's difficult for me to pay attention in that class because everybody in that class is yelling stuff out and talking. So then I basically over power my medicine (adderall) and get really hyped up! And just start getting distracted easily, messing around, and making the class laugh.
But what all this basically boils down to a couple thing, I don't study, I get distracted, and I have BIG PROBLEM with procrastinating. I don't study because I can never focus when I'm at home and I don't even know how to study! Also because I get distracted while doing my homework by things such as NS.com. So my main problem that I've realized is that I procrastinate basically on EVERYTHING. Its truly a terrible habit that I've developed. I always wait for the night before something is due to write an essay, powerpoint, project, ect. I usually tell myself I'll do it tomorrow but then I just keep procrastinating until its the night before.
So PLEASE HELP ME! I need to STOP procrastinating with everything I do. Give me some tips, hints(jk), or cheat codes(jk!). I want to be able to ski and I want to go to College. So anything will help. I need to break this shitty rut and create a different routine.