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I recentely just returned from Sweden after a failed student exchange and home is hell. Everything here is ten times worse then my situation in Sweden and it is difficult for me to start up in school again and graduate. I know it would be a shame to my parents but all I really care about is skiing and when I turn 18 I get a sum of money because my father was killed in a car accident. And all I want to do is ski, I could be content with my life if I just had a job at a mountain and skiied for the rest of my life. But the problem right now is school. School will be very hard almost impossible to start again this year because almost none of my credits transfer. And it will be even harder to graduate without staying an extra year. My grades havent been too good either for the last two years I have been in school. Does anyone have any SERIOUS suggestions I am at a hard time in my life and I am considering dropping out and moving to a ski resort or immigrating to Canada to whistler and living there when I turn 18. I just thought NS's members who werent immature and will post nasty comments but mature and caring would maybe give me some SERIOUS advice. I dont feel like I can go to my school counselor because hes such a dick and my parents wont hear me talk of dropping out. Infact I am writing this when they are not home. Help please!
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