Replying to Disciplinary papers, help please urgent (im screwed)

so i got in trouble three times at school. havnt written my papers for it or anything, they warned me this summer, and now im facing more judicial things, possible college suspension/dismissal. if anyone has any papers either about alcohol deaths, a hypothetical letter from themselves to a prospective students advising against booze, a hypothetical letter to themselves in a couple years saying what they are hope to have acomplished, a letter about why drug and booze policies are in place, and a letter about why weapons are not allowed on campus(an empty airsoft gun was found in my room, they've hacked it up into a huge deal)

i know its fucking pathetic i havent done anything, im pretty dam worthless. but any help would be greatly appreciated, im goin bonkers and itd be great to send em all out tommorow. i will pump them out if need be. if your going to say i deserve this, or im lazy, or do it yourself, your prolly right.
+karma? more than that you have my completly heterosexual love