i made a small post in the other thread, and decided to make my own on this...
assuming you don't go to heaven and you just "die" if you will is probably the scariest thing i can think of. being alive and well one minute, and then dead the next is insane. i can't grasp how insane that is, you are just not there for the rest of forever. you are fucking dead, this is the ONLY thing that still gives me some hope in god. i get freaked out when i think about it really. i just cannot imagine not thinking anything it makes me sick. i will be fucking dead, nothing to think or do. that makes me hope in some type of afterlife...idk why i made this now that i typed it, i should probably erase it but oh fucking well