its a bit of a vent;
im gonna miss my town. everyone knows everyone, everyones always smiling running from community event to community event. its actually kind of disgustinly cute. like even the police are all way too nice, like the officer i had for D.A.R.E caught me walking home with friends one night after a party and gave us all a ride home and didnt do anything beyond tell our parents. (didnt get in trouble, though parents thought it was funny)
so like its weird to think about leaving, like i just took my last finals that remotely mattered and now its like im a second semester senior...im gonna be leaving in a few months, we had an assembly today about caps/gowns, prom, etc. and i just felt a little nauseaus, like this chapter is coming to a close, i most likely will never see any of these people again, im starting to get nerves and its not even close to time for leaving really. i've been away from home for summers and months at a time but this is leaving home for real,
i guess i'm scared. im gonna be in city i've never been to across the entire USA (and a hop across part of the pacific ocean), in my own empty townhouse (mom wants to retire in hawaii so she decided i might as well just live there until she retires) the life plan is hawaii for undergrad, cannes for a year abroad, then a University of California school for graduate. the closest semi friend i'll have is going to be in Seattle and im only gonna be able to visit home once a year, aaaah
anyone else move really far from home for college?