Replying to Life is shitty...Someone please help me fix it

Hey everyone, I know this problem is hard to give tips for, but I'm desperate so i will ask. For years I have struggled to fine the right ski boots, I hace been fitted and wasted my money on three different pairs of boots in the last four years simply because none of them fit me correctly. I'm not sure whether my having an odly shaped foot or wide cuff size has anything to do with it. I have had a pair of boots cut to see if they fit better, but at this point I'm ready to give up. I have always loved skiing, and the thought of not being able to do it anymore really pisses me off. If I can't be comfortable skiing i may have to switch to snowboarding and I don't want to do that.