I went to see my GF this Friday. She lives a half hour away, so i don't see her much. Anywho, it was the night before a party, so all she wanted was booze. I arrived and she said we're going to so-and-sos and getting some. That didn't work, 2 hours later we're strolling around town. She gets so pissed because she can't get her fucking buzz the next night that she says she is going home, and for me to stay at her friends house until my ride comes. She swears at us saying she hates us etc.
She apologizes later, fine i guess, i'm pissed off and depressed. I get to the party and she is already pretty deep into liquor, so i say 'take it easy, i want to spend time with you tonight' so she goes and snorts some rid and dex, drinks a ton more and starts freaking out, dragging me around and making up stories about my friends trying to rape her. So basically it was a huge buzzkill, i was high as a kite from mrs.juana.
Now she calls up every night and i'm all depressed, because it feels like i was kicked in the face. She says the usual 'are you mad at me?' and of course i say 'no' to keep her happy, etc. But i just don't feel right. I don't wanna break up with her, but it's almost like i can't forgive her for awhile, which seems unlike me.
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