Replying to depressed.

I've had alot of shit happen in my life, and I usually get right back on top.

Right now my brother is in jail. Going to prison for 4 years for drug related crimes.

I've done something stupid. I've just got a call from the police telling me things aren't looking good. My case is going to the FBI. I'm probably joining my brother for the next 3 years of my life.

But I could live with that.
I could live with being behind bars.

What hurts is losing the trust of my parents.
Losing the respect of my girlfriend, friends, family.
That hurts.

labeled for the rest of my life.

Eat. Sleep. Breathe. Ski.