Replying to Do i Push It?

K so last year i was just cork 3'ing a 60 foot kicker and "my friend said i caught a endge and cased it" but i dont remember becuz i woke up in the hospital with bleeding in the brain....its been almost a year in a a couple months and i havent heard from the doctor lately and probably wont but do i really push it this year, go pretty hard but be kinda cautous, or just take it real safe in the park? Or another option is go hard on big mountain and mild in the park????