so i went to vist some friends at thier college, and i met this girl, at first i thougt she was just another hot easy college chick ready to hit the bottle and look for guy, but i started talking to her halfway through the night, and i don't know what, but she just hit me as something way more than i thought she was, it made me feel guilty that i lusted for her, but at the same time i was incredible satisfyed to just have talked to her, it was like she was more than just a person, she had influence of some sort, but she didn't know it,. my friend and i talked about this from 1 to 2 outside his dorm and we totaly agreed, it was like the girl was ment for something way bigger than just her own life. like she was to give something to everyone she met. she's the first thing that i have found to be 100% truely (in all philosophical definitions of truth) real. i was all amped to go to a college and get wasted, but i got somthing way more. NOW, its not like i'm in love with her, but i love her if you know what i mean like just for showing me herself and i could feel it too, it wasn't love, and i don't know what it was, but it was real, (good go i hope it wasn't just the vodka)
is thiere a "philosophy cult" cause i'd like to expand on this like woah, she was a crazy cool kid too