Replying to Am I just paranoid or is there really a black colud following me?

So in the last 5 months I have been depressed and just generally feeling like the world has had it in for me. I guess it started with my gf of 2.5 years breaking up with me. then my uncle died unexpectedly. then this week my 2nd cousing got hit and killed by a car and today a close family friend died from cancer that came back very rapidly and unexpectedly. If I wasn't so worried about this stuff and thinking i was being fucked over by a higher power would i still react the same. or whould i just think i ran into a slight spell of bad luck? Anyone else feel like everything is against them?