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Am I just paranoid or is there really a black colud following me?

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aoe
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So in the last 5 months I have been depressed and just generally feeling like the world has had it in for me. I guess it started with my gf of 2.5 years breaking up with me. then my uncle died unexpectedly. then this week my 2nd cousing got hit and killed by a car and today a close family friend died from cancer that came back very rapidly and unexpectedly. If I wasn't so worried about this stuff and thinking i was being fucked over by a higher power would i still react the same. or whould i just think i ran into a slight spell of bad luck? Anyone else feel like everything is against them?
Sep 3 2006 3:29AM
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GNARnia
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damn man that sucks, sry for ur loss.
Sep 3 2006 3:32AM
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cjgncjgn
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yea man ive been there... i was in your position just everything going wrong that could possibly go wrong for about a year... from september of last year until about a month ago.... shits finally looking up though man.

the bad makes you appreciate the good man. just stay true to yourself and to what you want and shit will fall into place...


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Sep 3 2006 3:34AM
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aoe
Posts: 2947 - Karma: 51
yeah, just when i think thigs are looking up its almost like someone says 'no you don't bitch' and fucks me over. its such a bummer to feel like this. i have honestly not had anything actually 'good' happen to me in about 6 months.
Sep 3 2006 3:37AM
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cjgncjgn
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yea man i know exactly what you mean the first good thing sorta happened to me just a couple weeks ago...

trust me man just hold out on it and shit will look up


it does get tiring though like everytime u stand up someone is like nah nah nah and punches you back down...


hold it out, or you can do what i did and bury urself in other activities for me it was working and partying thats all i did for the summer and it was nice and now shits looking up.

like now ive gone from being half depressed in a shitty relationship with a girl who cheated (the storys somewhere on ns i think) but that ended i got into partying i met a tonne of new awesome people, got a new girlfriend who so far seems really nice and looks like it has a lot of potential and im getting a car and if i pass which i better my liscence this coming week


hold out on it man and shit will turn around so fast ur head will spin, THINK POSITIVE!




Sep 3 2006 3:41AM
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salomon097
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i hope ur ex girlfriend feels like shit for breaking up with you now that all that stuff happened
Sep 3 2006 12:31PM
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Alexander_Keith
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Just be happy with what you have in life, Things'l get better before they get worse.
Sep 3 2006 12:47PM
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wdbo.
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at least you're not boring
Sep 3 2006 1:18PM
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vincepru
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i had that black cloud over my head for 1 1/2 years until 1/2 way through senior year i was just like fuck this... and partyed and did w/e the fuck i wanted. always looked to the positive even in the shittyest positions and always tried to get a laugh out of things.
Sep 3 2006 3:38PM
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soulskier
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i've never had it that bad, but just keep positive, lifes a garden, dig it
Sep 3 2006 3:43PM
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