WHOA!

The necessary step that I had to take was beyond my control at the time. I needed to grow and experience a new form of

reality and a new consciousness. I could no longer be held back by what I percieved to be anchoring me to the

beliefs/life/consciousness I was experiencing so I made the conscious but uncounscience choice to get away from the

anchor and push off, drifting backwards from a foggy dock at night. Never could I have imagined the intensity of this new

reality, and never will I be able to explain to you what this is like. It is beyond words to try to connect the two in a way

that you, (or myself when I experienced reality with you) could understand. I can tell you though, that it was very

important to get away and start a different stream of consciousness.

I once didn't believe in determinism. When we are all one, there is no separation of realities to allow for anything but one

collective reality. What I do in my existance doesn't matter, only that I exist and take up molecules of what we percieve to

be different atoms. Everything that we can understand to be different is really just one in the same. There was no reason

for me to be upset when I exited a reality with you. It just brought me to another place in a larger reality. To put it in

another way, our paths diverted, but at least we are both still both on paths. Above on a flattened vertical web of human

existance, the horizontal plane of human consciousness exists. We are both on this same plane, and we are both

experiencing separation from the greater wholeness of existance in different ways. At least we both believe that there is

something else out there. At least we both can think, and feel and understand. At least we both experience a reality where

we can see and dream and LIVE. Our existance, along with everything else, is just one part of an infinitely larger

experience that we can only begin to realize. When everything is one, there is no room for more or less love. It is one love,

one equal love for one entity that cannot be split up. Everything that splits us up is illusory. Everything that we believe

separates us does not exist. No time, no space, no place. Everything in one. Everyting is one. Everything IS.

My reality is filled with such different and new things. There are no words to describe what I truly am experiencing. Infinite

bonds. Infinite oneness. Infinite connections. Everything is one. One is everything. INFINITE CONNECTIONS- to the

point where there are no connections because everything is one. Can you understand? Can this collective consciousness

ever understand this as a whole oneness? YES YES YES, and that is where true enlightenment lies. Cross the river and

leave the boat behind. Open a door realizing there is another to be opened beyond it. Collapse on sphere to find another

inside it. Collapse another with the realization that there is an infinite number of spheres inside. Someday the energy that

you are made up of will come to find what I have found, and whatever truth there is to be found through that. Different

paths yes, but we are still both on paths. We are one. We are all one.