Replying to I dont know anymore...

I really dont know why I'm posting this but... I just broke up with my boyfriend this morning and I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be happy that hes gone and that I dont have to deal with the bullshit anymore or be sad that I left him... has anyone else been in this position? I know it sounds really mean of me but ya...
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Girl all The Bad Guys Want.
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you remeber that place, that night, not long ago, remeber the music, the drinks, the lighting... ya its me