Well, Itsbackflioti... this is not the internet, it's Newschoolers.com
And lately I've been trying to understand the 'moralality' of love. I've been looking at canes too, but non of the girls I like are at that stage yet. So is it right to fall in love with someone, who doesn't yet know what love is? And while you're aware of the 'pain' that often goes with it? Or am I simply rationalizing my fear? Or am I justified in thinking that maybe I don't actually want to love a girl, but rather but just posses her heart, for something I can use to demonstrate my successfulness in life to this western butcher of a culture?
Sometimes among my peers (I'm 17), I feel like I'm 12. And sometimes I feel like I'm 50. So is it right to be a girls first love if you want her top be your only?
''Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.''
-Kahlil Gibran in The Prophet, on Love
As for general morality, I try to respect the begger as much as I would monk, as much as I would a CEO, as much as I would respect an emotional cunsellor (sp?) as much as I would a stripper. Because in 5 years, in 50 years, in 500 years, in 5,000 years, in 50,000 years, what will my pride be worth. I welcome humilty for the same reason I wear orange underware, because, why the fuck not?
But the thing that gets me the most is what a mockery of Life this world is. The mass manic, rapid cosumption. The horribly ugly and false 'Beauty'. And not so much the wars, but the ignorance, because the ignorance of humanity seems to be what allows people (myself included) to hate other people.
And Jello, is good stuff.
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