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This story might get long... but its worth being told here... (pre tenses 18 month relationship, im 16 now shes 15) (she is one of the most sheltered children you will ever meet) (we got to school together) (i was the 1st guy she had sex with)


So I was dating my ex gf for 18 months before i finally ended things. In october i found out that while she was in australia for two weeks she made out with this guy (she didnt own up to this my buddy caught it on tape and well yea he told me it was on tape) so i fuckin ripped her head off for this, specially considering every day she was there she was texting or emailing saying i promise cj im not cheating on you. She totally kept on going with it and naturally i could pick up on this so i knew something was up. So i find out and totally flip out at her but we "worked through things" this is where it gets fucked up

*to all ladies men in here if you get caught cheating OWN UP to the whole fucking thing right away dont try to keep on lying cut your losses and run* ( i didnt cheat i was the cheated on but yea)

so a couple weeks ago wed be fighting way to fucking much so i said lets go on a break, she readily agreed. The break started on friday, that sunday i went out with a different girl and had a great time, funny how enjoyable things are when your not being yelled at/fighting for once eh? well that night my ex gf calls me and says where were u, i made up a lie just because i really didnt feel like getting into a break up fight on my cell phone walking home, but she persisted, this led to my outburst of "I WAS OUT ON A FUCKING DATE" at this moment i felt euphoric on top of the world some would say so i said .... look its been nice but we gotta end this, mby at some point in the future but not right now, its just fucked up.

WEll that following thursday i find out that not only did she make out with this guy in australia she fucking nailed him AND then guilted me about not trusting her for "just kissing him once" *yea my BS sensors saw thru that one.

Well i fucking flip, not because im together with her anymore but because its just not cool to be that fucking easy specialyl when your cheating on someone who u promised and swore not to. So im rippin her a new asshole on the phone, and her mother happens to see her in tears on the fone.

WELL her mother sees her crying on the fone late friday night. So over the course of that evening once i hung up on my ex gf, the ex gf confesses EVERYTHING to her mother

So guess what i wake up to saturday morning?... my ex gf and her mom at my fucking door. i come down the stairs half naked and open the door thinking its a curiour or some shit, turns out this is going to be a serious conversation! oh fucking joy happy saturday! so i go upstairs and get a shirt and i think pants if i remember right (yes i had boxers on) i come down my ex goes out to wait in the car, her mom explains to me that its very imp to my ex that we remain freinds and that this whole thing stays queit at school *shes really worried bout the reputation of her rather easy daughter* *that was my mean joke im trying to keep em inside but its fun* ANYWAYS so im sitting there and shes explainging to me that she knows me and her daughter have had sex, and that she lost her virginity at 14 too and she wished she hadnt *her daughter lost it to me at 14* and like im sitting there fucking thinkign GET ME OUTTA HERE.

At this point im thinking how do i get htis woman outta my house, so i go out tell her ill try to be friends at some poitn when i fuckin feel like it and to ahve a nice life basically,

and not only does this girl tell her mom but she fucking emails my mother and tells her all the shits thats going on so my mothers fucking terrified that im gona be all like sad and shit, noone fucking gets that regardless the fighting made it not worthwhile. but eh whatever.

so things are pretty much as sealed and im not particulary interested in talking to her again... ever really. Well at school im out at lunch gettin high and shes fucking texting me saying im better than that shit *she stopped me from smoking* does she not fucking get that its OVER like leave me the fuck alone. so i tell her to just leave me alone. I find that shes wearing this ring i got her for our 6 month aniversary on a necklace... sorta weird but w.e.


only one mistake was made by me i guess,

i brought the new gf, who i started dating on the sunday to my school *my ex gf goes to my school too* but my new gf comes to my school so i can walk her home cuz its on the way from her school to her house so i meet up with her and walk right infront of my ex gf and walked off hand in hand with the new girl... 2 days later thats the only shitty move i made...


bottom line take the high road when its available and theirs no point moping... moping is for mops and are you a mop! i think not...