Replying to The Breaking point

I wanna get really good at skiing becasue I know all these guys that could hook me up with sponsors....last week I was trying backflips and lincon loops going about 20 feet on my back my tips hit and I iced the skin of my face.....on my lincon I landed on my head and right know I am questioning if it is worth it to take it to the next level.....I dont know if this happens to a lot of people but I have some sort of mental block. Is there something I should do to get passed it?