Replying to Fuck everything

I just got back from the worst fucking night ever, my friend from florida is back up and we've been partying since thursday. Now I am really good friends with the girl who she is staying with and I really like her. Well, tonight she fucking hooked up (drunk) with the guy who she isnt even friends with and the only reason I didnt hook up with her like on friday is because Im really sick and I dont want to give her anything. I am so emo right now, god I feel like suck a loser posting this but I have to get it out.