Replying to I SUCK at driving

i just took my car out to a new development thats being built, thier is a long road by it tht no one ever uses and sometimes it take my car out thier to do some 1/4 runs. well on my way back i suv kind of pulled out in front of me trying to merge but i didint let her, she kind of swerved in front of me then i popped it into 2nd gear and passed her on a double yellow line with oncoming traffic. them on my way home i was on a 35 mile per hour street, there were like 2 car on it and i got my car up to 75. and i also speed around my n-hood in 2nd gear going 50= mph. what the fuck is wrong with me?