Need to vent, girl issues...

WARNING
So yeah, I really just need to vent. Girl issues. So, long story, read it if your bored.


So theres this girl in the next house over (at school), and I really got to liking her. We first hooked up in a pretty weird situation, that I won’t go into. Lets just say it involved bad decision making skills while under the influence. well anyway, we really kind of started to hit it off. The next few days were pretty cool, and then, my stupid dumb ass totals my GTI (stupidest thing I have EVER, EVER done, I kick myself in the ass everyday about it), with both of us in it. I walked away, but she ended up hurting her foot, and needed to be in a cast for like a month. So, that whole event, and being in such a severe accident really kinda closed things up. Like, up to there, it was mostly just friends with benefits, but after that, it kinda got more serious. Only thing is, somehow she thought it was out of pity or something that I stuck around, not that I genuinely cared about her. So that period of time was all good, and then she got the cast off. This is where she was expecting me to just walk off, but what? I stuck around. So things are still good, up until finals week. Some really pity things happened, and she took it totally out of context. Instead of asking me about it, or responding when I asked her about it, she went and spent the night with some other dude. Now, I didn’t know about this. But, I knew something was defiantly not right, and she would not talk to me. So I sent her a letter, totally putting everything out there about how I felt about her, and how I had feelings for her (somehow, I guess she just couldn’t grasp that I liked her). So now she was like, oh shit I really fucked things up. So a few days later we were talking about us, and she told me about everything (at least she had the balls to tell me about it). And it sucked. Like, we were both really upset about everything. Cause it was a lack of communication that fucked everything up. So that sucked. I called it off, and we were over for a few weeks. Then, over break, we ended up hookin up again, and it REALLY fucked things up. The next day, we talked about it, and decided, that we were just gonna try and start fresh, and learn from all the mistakes and bad things that happened. Cause we both really cared about each other. Well, tonight was the first time I saw her since last, and I was catchin some weird vibes. I asked her what was up, and she pretty much told me that she doesn’t want to be with me anymore. So yeah. That sucks. Im defiantly the kind of person who would rather be in a relationship, and being faced with being single again sucks too. So yeah, figures, right before new years, I get this shit dumped on me.