Replying to All my pride is gone

alightso thers this new thing at my school that makes it so all the new kids no matter how good they are have to go on the 'devemental program' so they can see if you can ski or not... and i guess my coach doesnt like me from some other stuff that happened earlier in the year cause all the other new freeski kids got to go right up with the team and they're worse than me too
So i go up to the mountain around 12:30 on a bus with 45 kids who could bearly stand up. And im like comon please i just wana go hit the park and meet up with everyone else but they were being gay and told me i had to wait so i waited like 2 hours for everone to get their shit together and then the lift broke down for like 30 minutes and then we get to the top of this slow family zone trail and they make me lead a group holding my poles out by doing as slow and wide turns as possible. And then the race coach who was sitting down below told me "i was too dependant on my right ski" i was like wttff i dont give a fuck i dont race i just wana hit the park and meet up with everyone else. i was so depressed so i just said fuck it and bombed down switch to the bottom but then the administator of the thing yelled at me and we had to do it again. Then the lift broke down and one of the tires in the gear shaft came flying out and almost nailed some girl in the head. least tomrow dont have to deal with that shit again