Replying to The future is scary

I'm sure theres plenty of other newschoolers out there that feel like theyre living life in the really fucking fast lane. I've been living the high life since graduation like a month ago, going to parties and jams and taking drugs so casually it kind of creeps me out. Leaving this life behind and settling down and working a real job (not this fast food shit i'm rolling on now) is such a wack concept. Thats my parents, not me, what the hell am I going to become. I go to UVM in the fall for engineering and that could be what I'm doing the next 40 years of my life. Why the hell am I even posting this lame ass dear diary shit. Peace I'm going to try to sleep but the colors wont stop moving.