Man you know what it feels like when you hit rock bottom? I just found out and it sucked. I started out drinking beer, after like 10 beers my friend busts out his gravity bong and i hit that 2litre bitch a few times and i was gone. My friends were trying to decide whether or not to take me to the hospital or not, my face was pale white and my lips were blue. i had taken some zoloft earlier in the day as well. Soon i found myself sitting on the toilet just for some quiet time. I feel asleep and when I woke up there were noises come from in the bathroom (this is a public bathroom in a dorm). It took me a few minutes to realize it was some queer gay motherfuckers having sex. So there I was fucked up and throwing up while 2 homos had sex a few feet away. Finally I got the nerve to stand up, flush the toilet, and walk out. I just stared at the ground and mumbled 'fuck you' to them as i walked out. I then proceeded to the next bathroom down the hall where i threw up the rest of the night and passed out. made it back to my room by 4am and was still sick this morning. god damnit. what a shitty night