~Do it and be happy that you at least tried it or stoked that you landed it
~Don't do it and be disappointed for the rest of your life and never know what could have been
>Live with sleepless nights
>start doing harder drugs to deal with the pain
>join a gang
>kill or be killed
>go to prison for 35 years for homocide
>get released as an old man with nothing to live for
>the end
Just nut up and do it. theres no secret to being ballsy other than being ballsy