Replying to farewell to freestyle

about a year and 2/3s ago, i had a bad landing. A few months after that, i hurt that same area of my back. It took me 1 year and 8 months to get an MRI done on my back, because of canada's awesome universal healthcare. I just found out yesterday that i can no longer freestyle ski, or do downhill biking because i ruptured 2 discs in my back(one i didnt even know about) in 2 different areas. Here is what pisses me off the most, had they known exactly how severe the damage would have been a few months after, it could have been treated. Now, i'm fucked for the rest of my life.
Since my little accident, i have only been to the park once or twice, because i thought that had i stayed away from it, it would have healed sooner.
I also cant do moguls, skiercross, and maybe even racing. The consequences of this are more pinched nerves, and spasms (ie charlie horses and cramps) for the rest of my life. I can still do easy freeriding, but there is none where i live.



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