im so pissed my final attempts to get outta this got shot down today... looks like i actually have to go. Its called 4-point all junoirs have do it unless you have some injury and i just hurt my collarbone but the doctors dont know shit in maine so they couldnt even figure out how to use the fucking x ray machine so they said theres nothing wrong with it. the senoirs said its so miserable cause its like -30 at night here and you dont even have a tent or anything. And there isnt even any snow this year so i will just be sleeping on frozen mud and rocks. you have to hike everyday like 5 miles with a 60 pound pack. They wont let us bring fucking toilet paper and they search all the bags and your pockets before.
I was gona ducktape a 1/2 O under my balls and a couple hundred sheets of toilet paper to my upper leg but all the other kids already bought out from the only dealer i know of and I so im completly dry right now. This kid rolled fucking THIRTY FIVE Js and he wont even sell me ONE. how fucking selfish can you get?? Oh yea and you have to be alone for 2 of those days. my parents told me if i try to escape or miss the bus they will come up to my dorm and take away my skis and not let me work at hood in the summer wtfffff sry just had to rant that. leave tomorow morning